For some reason I m extra bitchy tonight. Not sure why but people are irritating the hell out of me. If one more person tells me to cheer up I am going to cheerfully rip there head off. That is all.

WTF

So I pick T up from school today and take him and Jayden to go see Santa. We went to the MEADOW GLEN MALL in Medford ma. They would not let me take a picture of the kids with Santa. They wanted $21.99 for the cheapest picture they had. I don't know about you but that is 1 or 2 Christmas presents for us. I was so upset. The guy practically jumped in front of my camera. He said it was mall policy. So off to the mall office I went, I spoke to TIM the marketing director. He said that was the policy of the company they contract out with. He also said there were signs posted. There were no signs I looked twice. I am so upset, it seems crazy to me that they want to charge $22 for a picture, $5 or $7 I could see but I think the price is excessive. We are mommy bloggers we can do anything, let's do something about this crazy practice. It burns my butt that families that can not afford to pay those outrageous prices will not have a Santa picture memory. This mall is a urban retail properties LLC managed shopping center. Phone # is (781) 395-6710 Customer Service Center (781) 391-9402 Fax.

Annoyed

I had my annual exam today with my Gyn doctor. We discussed me having an endometrial ablation. You see I have been having very heavy periods for years. When I say very heavy I mean it. I bring extra clothes with me and have to wear a tampon and a pad to stem the flow so to speak. I am looking forward to having this procedure done. Thing is someone has to go with me as I will be on pain pills and Valium before hand. Asked best friend if she can take me and she is not sure since it is not on her normal day off. Totally understand that, here is where I get annoyed, Asked DH you know my husband? Procedure is scheduled for a Thursday, he has days he must use by the end of the year, asked him to take the day off and take me and he said NO. This pisses me off to know end, said if it was a Monday or Friday he would do it since he would have a 3 day weekend. ASSHOLE, I am your wife having a minor surgical procedure could you step up and help me out? I am now left to figure out how I am going to get to and from the doctor that day and figure out who is getting Tbone from school. God help me I wonder sometimes why I am married.

Pissed off

Toys r us online can kiss my ass. Thank you so much for sending us the wrong item not once but twice. All I get is a sorry their was an error on the web site. Yeah I am sure my 4 year old cares about web site mistakes. All he wanted was a tool bench you know like a carpenter not a freaking auto tool chest. They are not even close to the same. I am beyond mad and will never order online from them again. So much for having the perfect gift to open Christmas morning, wonder if Tony is up for going shopping this weekend? Did I mention I have paid for this item not once but twice to insure delivery by Christmas? Now we get to run around the weekend before Christmas searching for a freaking tool bench and then pay for it yet again. UGH! I hate TOYS R US!!!!!!!!!

Sometimes I feel like I am surrounded by idiots. Most of the time it isn't true but every now and then you meet the exception to the rule. While working tonight I had a lady come in with her 4 year old daughter looking for a room. We were sold out and during the course of our conversation I came to realize that the lady was drunk. She was leaving but in our parking lot for some time. I called the cops and she was arrested, I only feel bad that the little girl had to see mommy taken away and is now waiting as the cops try to find someone to pick her up. I hope they find a family member soon, I would hate for her to end up in DSS custody tonight. I keep thinking what would have happened if she had driven away with that precious child and something had happened to her. How can a mother be so stupid?

Why are you an ass?

Why are people so rude? We were just at the coffee shop getting something to drink and T opened the door for this guy. Not a thank you was uttered, then said guy leaves T again opens the door. Still no thank you. Terrell asks me why he did not say anything, I said I did not know but maybe he did not have his manners today. T thinks he lost his voice. Well we now know that his voice is fine. A few doors from my house he tells me to mind my own fucking business bitch. He has manners. Yeah I can tell, I told him if he really had manners he would not call someone out of their name. I also said you never did say thank you or we would have heard you. What an ass and he made himself look like a huge jerk screaming at a mom and her 4 year old son with his foul ass mouth. So how is your day going?

Why me?

Guess what I have again? Yup 13 days after my last cycle AF is visiting me again. Just in time for my vacation at a water park. Sounds like fun doesn't it?

Are you kidding?

I don't usually post about work on this blog but something happened that I just have to tell you all about. I was accused of stealing from a guest not once but twice! Now anyone that knows me knows I would never do something like that. Let me give you some background, this woman is a long term guest, she owes the hotel several hundred dollars about $800. Supposedly she gave me money on the 24 and 26 of May that I never put in the computer. She paid me once in that time frame on the 25th. Now everytime we ask her to make payment she runs to the GM of the hotel. But the 2 times I "stole" from her she doesn't say a word. In fact she told a co worker of mine not even my boss. My boss brought it to her. Anyway it turned into a big screaming match in the GM's office. I asked her why she is calling me a thief and her saying I never called you that. Well I am sorry if you say you gave me money that I never posted what the hell am I supposed to think you are calling me? I am grateful that my coworkers and bosses know me better than that. No one believes this girl at all. At one point a guest told me he thought I was going to beat the shit out of her and I really wanted to but I do work there. I was so pissed all night my blood was boiling. I certainly hope she checks out today because seriously if she steps to me it is gonna be on.

Canceled

Well this cycle was canceled and I am not unhappy about it at all. I have 2 big cysts on my left ovary and the doctor wants me to go on birth control pills for a month. Told the nurse no way. I had a clot from the pill and it almost killed me I will not take them ever again. She said she would let the doctor know and get back to me. Why didn't the doctor remember about my blood clot? Does he just not care? I have to find a new clinic I can not cycle here anymore, this is proves my feeling about how I was being treated. STUPID FUCKING DOCTOR! Sorry I am better now.

Upset

My RE's office made me cry today. Damn them to hell for that. I am paying you for a service and I do not want to be treated like a second class citizen just because I am overweight. Fat people get pregnant everyday in this country. I called the clinic this morning to let them know it was CD1, the nurse in the monitoring center was very sweet to me. Asking about are we not doing the weight loss etc. I told her yes I was down 7 pounds and counting. She was great, ordered my meds for me and everything. Then this afternoon I get a called at work on my cell phone from Kathy, she started questioning me saying Dr. H wanted you to have your BMI below 35. I said no he said wait one cycle lose some weight. He never told me I had to loss all of it before the next cycle. Kathy kept saying it is an egg quality issue but that is bullshit, I had good egg quality. In fact one embryo was excellent quality. I just feel like I am being pushed aside because I am over weight. Why? Don't over weight people go through IVF? In fact IVF made me gain weight. I am to through with this clinic, I feel like I am just being pushed about. I will be talking to someone and letting them know how I feel tomorrow. I have also contacted another clinic for a second opinion and if this cycle does not work I will not be cycling with them again. I am holding out no hope this cycle because I do not believe these people are going to aggressively treat me. I have cried to many times at work today and they should not have the power to upset me this way. Sis thank you for letting me vent today and helping me figure out what I am going to say to these people tomorrow. I love you!

WTF!

I have my period! I know it is supposed to be a good thing but it is way early. I just had it about 2 weeks ago. 16 days to be exact, now the issue is do we cycle now or wait until my next visit from AF? I am trying to get ahold of my dear hubby you would think since he has not one but 2 cell phones he would actually answer one of them but you would be wrong! UGH MEN! I need his input on this cause my meds are going to be expensive. What to do, What to do.

We have planned our summer vacation, we are going to sesame place in Pennsylvania. It seems like it will be alot of fun, we are staying at a Best Western in Mount Holly NJ. Love that employee discount! Going the last week of June and I can not wait! I need to get away!

Hubby is finally on the phone, I am calling the clinic in just a minute to get this show on the road. I hope the clinic lets us cycle and does not make us wait until May.

ARRRRRR

Huge rant coming soon to that other place of mine. Let me know if you need an invite to be able to read.