Hmmmmm

Day 31 no aunt flo in sight. I tested this morning and got a BFN. Wonder where she is...............

9dp2dt

I am convinced I am not pregnant. I am 9dp2dt and I POAS twice today. Both were negative. I am just so sure it did not work this time. The good news is I have no more HPT's so as long as I stay out of the store I will know nothing more until Thursday. I am just obsessing so much and spend hours googling everything I can think of. UGHHHH I hate the evil 2WW.

6dp2dt

First off good luck to Sarah who is having her transfer today. I hope it all goes smoothly for you. Now on to me, my sister is an evil evil woman. I was talking to her on the phone yesterday and she said and I quote " if the HPT's at the dollar tree are only a buck go buy a bunch and pee on one everyday." So it is all her fault that I am now peeing on something every chance I get. Yeah that's it, it is all Zephra's fault! Hee hee that will work right. I know in my heart it is to soon to see a positive but that did not stop me from testing first thing this morning. My question is how soon do you think would be the soonest I could see a result? Can you tell I am obsessing?

In other happenings my niece who lives in Florida now is up for a visit and today is the only chance I will get to see her. I will make sure to take pictures and post them soon. Oh yeah BTW my butt hurts! All of a sudden I am getting really sore after the PIO shots.

4dp2dt

So I think I have figured out how to stop obsessing about peeing on HPT's. They key is you must sleep all day. That is pretty much what I did today. I did not shower or get dressed I just dozed off and on all day. Thank god T is at an age where he is good about letting mommy rest. It helped that my BIL was home most of the day too. The hot flashes though are killing me. I can not believe how hot I get in my sleep. I told Tony that I am not buying any HPT's until Monday because if I don't have them I can not pee on them but we will see. I know it is way to early to get a positive but hey it gives me something to do. I can not even lie and say it is to see if the trigger shot is gone cause it is and I know it. I will be working the next 3 nights so that helps too. Co worker did an awesome job with the PIO shot last night. She only jabbed me with the needle twice. She got it right to the skin and got nervous. Once she did it she was fine though. Thank god cause for real I AM NOT GIVING THAT SHOT TO MYSELF! Have you seen the size of that needle? It is huge. Well that is it for me today, I just figured I should write something.

3dp2dt

For those who have no idea what my title means it says that I am 3 days post 2 day transfer. Has it really only been three days? This is going to be the longest 2 weeks of my life. I am already antsy. I guess it is a good thing I am working tonight. I need something to take my mind off of this. Two nights in a row now I have woken up in a pool of sweat. The first night DH thought I had wet the bed I was so sweaty. I know it is probably the estrace or the PIO shots doing it to me but boy it is annoying. I am already hot natured as it is, I don't really need something to make me sweat more. I am spotting a bit here and there not a lot and it is just pink. From what I understand this is totally normal. The trigger shot is completely out of my system now amazingly enough. So when I do finally POAS if it is positive I have a very good shot of it being right. I am going to try my best to hold out until Monday the 12th before I take a HPT but we will see. It should be interesting tonight at work, one of my coworkers is giving me my PIO shot in the butt. I tell ya fun times.