Friday, April 20, 2007

Anxious

Lately I have been feeling very anxious. I want AF to come again so we can cycle. It is amazing to me that I can not wait to shot myself with needles again. I got a notice from my insurance yesterday that Follistim is no longer covered. Looks like we will be using Gonal F instead. I just want to be in TTC mode again, I feel like I am in limbo right now.

I had a bad night last night at work. I ate 3 peanut butter cookies and they were good! Damn it was hard to resist. Sis I promise if I get the urge to eat cookies tonight I am calling you! Still scales says I lost another pound this morning but it does not count until Mondays weigh in.

7 comments:

Zephra said...

MMMM Peanut butter cookies.

Sarah said...

limbo sucks. it always feels better to at least be doing something. but you've done great with the diet! a set back now and then is to be expected. and you have that one pound to inspire you to be good until Monday so you don't waste it.

Jerri Ann said...

I am not a dieter at all. Not because I don't need to but because I am just no good at turning down food. But, I did read somewhere that it is best to give in to the little urges here and there (you know, eat 1/2 a cookie along the way) so you don't want to eat a bunch when things get you down. Me, I'm eating 3 cookies every chance I get. I just dipped a spoon into a tub of chocolate cake icing...and I didn't just dip it once either....ugh.

Zephra said...

I left you a comment on your weight blog.

Mrs. Schmitty said...

The waiting can be hard. I'm glad to hear you are ready to get going again though. A positive attitude is key! Good for you on the diet, peanut butter cookies are hard to resist...actually ALL cookies are.

Allformybaby said...

Good luck on Monday!! I know you can do it! If you can go through IVF and a Failed cycle at that and not lose you sanity you can do this diet thing like its a piece of cake or in your case a peanutbutter cookie!! HAHA!! I am waiting on AF TOO!! WTH?? She is never around when We NEED her!!!! I will send AF vibes your way as soon as I see her, please do the same!! A

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