Friday, April 20, 2007

Anxious

Lately I have been feeling very anxious. I want AF to come again so we can cycle. It is amazing to me that I can not wait to shot myself with needles again. I got a notice from my insurance yesterday that Follistim is no longer covered. Looks like we will be using Gonal F instead. I just want to be in TTC mode again, I feel like I am in limbo right now.

I had a bad night last night at work. I ate 3 peanut butter cookies and they were good! Damn it was hard to resist. Sis I promise if I get the urge to eat cookies tonight I am calling you! Still scales says I lost another pound this morning but it does not count until Mondays weigh in.

7 comments:

Zephra said...

MMMM Peanut butter cookies.

Sarah said...

limbo sucks. it always feels better to at least be doing something. but you've done great with the diet! a set back now and then is to be expected. and you have that one pound to inspire you to be good until Monday so you don't waste it.

Jerri said...

I am not a dieter at all. Not because I don't need to but because I am just no good at turning down food. But, I did read somewhere that it is best to give in to the little urges here and there (you know, eat 1/2 a cookie along the way) so you don't want to eat a bunch when things get you down. Me, I'm eating 3 cookies every chance I get. I just dipped a spoon into a tub of chocolate cake icing...and I didn't just dip it once either....ugh.

Zephra said...

I left you a comment on your weight blog.

Mrs. Schmitty said...

The waiting can be hard. I'm glad to hear you are ready to get going again though. A positive attitude is key! Good for you on the diet, peanut butter cookies are hard to resist...actually ALL cookies are.

Allformybaby said...

Good luck on Monday!! I know you can do it! If you can go through IVF and a Failed cycle at that and not lose you sanity you can do this diet thing like its a piece of cake or in your case a peanutbutter cookie!! HAHA!! I am waiting on AF TOO!! WTH?? She is never around when We NEED her!!!! I will send AF vibes your way as soon as I see her, please do the same!! A

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