Tony and I talked a bit yesterday about how I really need to get out of the house. I NEED a few hours away from my lovely children. I love them but for the love of god they can be trying at times. I talked to Susan this morning and told her we need to go out soon. As in very soon, sometime this week if possible. Even Tony said we will find the money and worry about other stuff later. I am glad he sees that I need to get away. I have spent everyday for the last month with the boys and I need to get away and rediscover Valerie. I am hopeful we will get out this week.