I am sorry I have not been blogging. I just don't really have much to blog about. Each day is much the same as the one before. Work, eat, sleep, repeat. Terrell did say something yesterday that was telling though, We were watching a movie about Doris Duke. She had just given birth to a 3 pound premature baby girl, the doctor comes in and says I am sorry your baby died. OF course Doris Duke is crying and upset. T asked why she was crying. I told him and then he said well why doesn't she just have another one? My mouth dropped. At 5 years old already dismissing her pain. As a IF survivor it his comment made me cringe. We talked about how each life is special and that a Mommy and Daddy love all of there children.
Speaking of loving our children the jealousy has finally surfaced. T is down in the dumps about not always being first and how everyone loves Jayden more. We are working on it.