Good things and bad dreams

We went this afternoon and met with a Realtor. We liked him immediately and have decided he is the one who will help us find our first home. His name is Jonathan and his parents own the agency. So you know he was taught by the best. We are going to spend this week finding houses we would like to see and go look next weekend. I am so excited to finally really be starting this journey.


In the bad dream department I had a really bad one this morning. I dreamed that the boys were in the tub and for some reason I was in the other room. When I came back into the bathroom Jayden was floating in the water. I screamed and scooped him out, I was trying to give him CPR and call 911 all at the same time. It was so real and frightening, I woke up in a pool of sweat breathing heavy. I was crying too. I wonder what the hell it means? I never want to have another dream where one of my kids die, it was so real and so scary.

Dreams

I have been having some very strange dreams lately. Not surprisingly a lot of them are about being pregnant or having babies. I tell you every time I go to sleep it is a new adventure. Let's see I have dreamed about the soprano's, a car accident, giving birth to a baby a month early with a friend who was also giving birth, twins,and last but not least IVF. It is getting so I feel more rested when I don't sleep. Strange and I know it is only going to get worse as treatment goes on.

I called the nurse Wednesday about getting my meds ordered. Now I know she only works M W F but would a call back have been to much? I will be calling Monday and I won't be as nice if I don't get a phone call back.