Monday, March 31, 2008


I have so many things going through my head and yet I never post. So in honor of needing to post many different things at once a bulletin post for your reading pleasure.

  • Why is it at 14 I got pregnant with no problem?
  • Why once I was married and settled did it take 2 years to concieve T?
  • Why after T did I have to do IVF in order to add to my family?
  • Did the IUD cause my tubes to become blocked? I guess we will never really know.
  • My shower is this coming Sunday and I can not wait!
  • My baby will be 5 on the 15th of April
  • How the hell did that happen?
  • I am starting to get quite anxious for Jayden to be here.
  • I am wondering about the birth, hoping it will be a bit different from Terrell's.
  • I do not want whatever it was they put in my IV once he was born that made me so loopy last time.
  • It took about an hour for it to wear off and it was horrible.
  • I remember I could not keep my eyes open no matter how much I wanted to hold my new baby.
  • I want to try breastfeeding this time but I am nervous about the pain factor.
  • Can you believe only 53 days until I am a mom again?


Zephra said...

Ironic huh? (#1,2,3)

Lainey-Paney said...

you know...when I had Gage, I had been awake for almost 24 hours I was soooo tired. Maybe they gave me something too b/c I was soooo tired too. Hmmm....what I remember most was them handing me this little baby that I absolutely could not wait to hold, and realizing that I couldn't feel my arms. I was too afraid to hold him b/c I thought I might drop him. I made others stand there & support my arms so that I could hold him.

...and breastfeeding: try it. Put the pain thing out of your head. It may be a perfect fit for you & Jayden, and it may not hurt at all. Nursing Gage was...I don't want to say "simple" b/c I certainly had to learn & get the hang of it---but it wasn't ever painful.

Have fun at your baby shower!

Sarah said...

i agree about trying not to think about the pain. but also know that many of us have pain for a few weeks, but that if you stick with it, it gets MUCH better.

getting so close! soooo exciting!!