It is so weird for me right now. you would think with the IVF working and actually being pregnant I would have a lot to blog about and yet I am silent. It is freaking me out that I really don't feel pregnant. I have to keep reminding myself that I am. The only real symptoms I am having is sneezing and really really bad gas. I mean clear a room bad. Yes sneezing is a pregnancy symptom for me, crazy huh? I am so not okay with not getting another beta before Monday. That seems so far away but at the same time I know if anything is wrong there is no way to stop it anyway. This is the problem with IVF pregnancies not only do you know way sooner you also know all the bad shit that can happen. I am trying very hard not to dwell on the bad stuff but it sure is hard. Terrell is overjoyed at the thought of being a big brother. I know some people think it is crazy to tell him so early but he has known that we were trying. He has put an order in for a little sister, I hope he won't be disappointed if it is a boy.

He is a bit under the weather again. The doctor thinks he may have strep throat , my boy might be a carrier. Other kids get ear infections all the time mine appears to get strep. Aren't I lucky?