Crazy?

Last night my husband told me I was crazy. This morning I called the doctor for the antidepressants. I was/am so hurt by that one simple word, how could he say that? Now he won't answer his cell or work phone, I want him to know how much he hurt me. It doesn't matter that it was said in anger, the fact that he said it at all is what hurts. Does he really see me as crazy? Am I crazy? I don't think I am but I know I need help to get out of this funk. Last night when I got out of work my car would not start, I did all the things he told me to do if it happened again. Nothing worked so I finally decided to call him. I knew I would be waking him up. We got the car started and I told him "sorry to wake you up but I did not know what to do", he then starts giving me an attitude. WTF, I am thinking. I just apologized for waking you and now this? I admit I lost it but still, was that any reason to call me crazy? It amazes me that he wonders why we don't have sex. Well I am nuts and have no interest thank you so much. Ugh anyway that is what is going on around here. Just another fun filled day.