Nervous, Vent

My doctor's appointment is today. I will admit I am nervous about what is going to happen. The unknown is very scary from where I am sitting. I have been having some other things going on with me too, nausea, dizzy and headaches have been happening a lot lately. If I did not have the IUD in I would swear I was pregnant. Anyway not quite sure what is going on with me but I hope we are able to figure it out.

Tony and I had a fight last night. I know it isn't a big surprise but it was to me. I was in a really good mood yesterday and in a hot second it all changed. I was really tired last night, getting up at 5am will do that to you. It was about 7:30 and I said how I was so tired I don't know if I am going to make it through AI. Instead of saying why don't you lay down blah blah blah, he says to me we have 2 TV's. WTF does that have to do with me being tired? It really pissed me off to no end. He always gets weird if I try to go to bed before him, he is very territorial about the TV and the bed. I am not really sure why but because I was so mad I ended up sleeping in Terrells bed since he was sleeping with Daddy. Ugh that made me so mad I am actually getting mad just thinking about it. So I have decided I will just start sleeping in T's room and he can have the bedroom to himself. I am done, done done done. I am tired of trying to make things work when it is obvious to me it isn't going to work long term. I am unhappy to much of the time. That really sucks.