Heart matters

It is so amazing how close you can become to someone in the matter of less than a year. My sister and I were apart for a very long time. I only got back in contact with her last December 19th. I googled her and somehow managed to find her email address. It is incredible how technology can help. Anyway since we have been back in contact I have been to visit once and we talk on the phone a lot! Thank god I have unlimited long distance. She is my little sister but I swear sometimes it feels like she is older. Maybe it is because she has been married longer and has more kids, or maybe it is because she is an old soul. She is such a caring and loving person. She was able to forgive our Stepmom and our Dad for the abuse we received growing up, something I am trying very hard to do as well. In that respect she has helped me because she was around them more and knows that they have changed for the better. She is helping me heal and giving me that feeling of family that I longed to have for many years. It is nuts when I don’t talk to her I feel like part of me is missing. Does that make sense? When we were growing up we fought amongst ourselves alot and dealt with the crap that was handed to us. I left when she was young so we never really got to bond like normal sisters. I am so very glad we have that chance now. She has truly become a rock for me and I love her dearly. I am so glad I had the courage last year to send that email, look at all I got in return.