Sister stuff

Things have been going great with my sister. We are such chatter boxes. Every time we get on the phone we end up talking for 2 hours. We talk about our lifes now and growing up. The good stuff and the really shitty stuff. You know I think it is helping me to heal in so many ways. Just the fact that my sister remembers some of the same stuff tells me I am not crazy. I know she was mad at me when I ran away for good but she also knows now that I really7 believe if I had stayed in that house my stepmother would have eventually killed me. Think I am streching the truth? That woman once chased me out of the house trying to beat me with a hammer. I found out last night my sister saw the whole thing. I never knew that. To this day my left hip still bothers me from that. I told Stephanie yesterday of my fear that my Dad would die before my stepmom and that I would not be welcomed at the funeral. Well I don't know when my babysister grew up but boy she let me know in no uncertain terms that I would go the the funeral with her and Mae would have nothing to say about it. My babysister has balls of steel!!! Stephanie made me ball my eyes out last night too. She asked me to care for her 4 kids if anything ever happens to her of her DH. I am so honored that she asked me. That means more to me than she will ever know. It makes me feel like she forgives me for being such a horrible sister.I can't wait to plan a trip down to see her. I want a settlement in my case so I will have a bit of extra money to go see her. I am really thinking that a week is not enough time to visit. Maybe I will go for 10 days. I just really feel like I need to be around her now. I think I am going to start looking for a good deal on airfare and go soon. Well I guess that is all I have to say for now. WOOHOO at 11pm I will be off work for 3 whole days! I can't wait!!!