A letter to my Sis

This is a copy of a letter I wrote to my sister tonight.
You know as I sit here at work bored out of my mind. I keep thinking about you. The fun we had growing up, the fights and yeah all the bad shit too. I am so happy that I decided to google our family name that night. So happy that I have reconnected with you. I know now that the first time I just wasn't ready yet. I want you to know how ready I am to be in your life now. I never ever stopped loving you. I am sorry more sorry than you will ever know that when I left you were the one that had to deal with the pain and the hurt that our childhood was. I just couldn't deal with it anymore and my way out was to run. I know it was hard for me but in the long run I would have died if I had stayed in that house. I am glad that you have given me a second chance to get to know you. It blows my mind that you are the mother of 4! how the hell did that happen? LOL I know but you know what I mean. In my mind you are still m y baby sister wanting to play with my Barbie townhouse. Kassy is still a 4 year old and not a woman. Wow how life has changed for us.I guess what I really want to say is thank you for giving me a second chance to be in your life and I promise to be the best sister and auntie that I can be to you and your family. I love you sis!